i just wish you knew...

i hope this finds a way to you dj……

when you yell at me and get angry i dont know how to react i get flustered and cant put my thoughts into words. i cheated on you why? because thats what you were known for, everyone youve ever been with you cheated, so why get myself involved in the first place? because i fell for you hard-after the fact. you will never know how bad it hurts but after this fight i think i may be done for good…because as much as i love you, YOU fucked up this time for not realizing what you had in me-3 years of fighting so hard has just killed me and us. maybe one day you will realize how hard i tried.